The Doldrums

I used to think that depression wasn't real.  I thought that anxiety and depression were a choice.  Over the past three years (since my Mom died) I have suffered from both anxiety and depression and take medication.  Whereas most people suffer from depression during the darkest days of the year mines seems to peak in early June (as my birthday is the 11th).  It's crazy-I never experienced the unable to get out of bed syndrome and now I pray that I can get out of bed during my bouts.  Fortunately my medication does work.  I don't know what I would do without it.

Do you suffer from anxiety or depression?

An Interesting Tidbit

For those of you who read my blog Preppy 50 and Loving Lilly (which somehow got deleted by Google) you know how close my Mom and I were especially during the last 23 years.  A friend of Mom's called me today and told me that my Grandmother used to refer to my Mom as her personal Alice in Wonderland.  My Mom was beautiful and my Grandmother was in the dress business so it's a logical comment.

I get nostalgic about these things as I have such a bad body image (particularly because my Mom was so pretty and had such a good figure).  It was always drummed into my head that I was not pretty or thin.

Are you the victim of body shaming?

Friendship

I value all of my friendships.  However being single sometimes I am insensitive to my couple friends having problems.  I have a female couple who live down the hall from me whom I am very close too.  However sometimes I forget that they are a couple and not just roommates.  I know that they have issues as one of them is frail.  I find that I can be overbearing sometimes and want to fix everyone's problems.  Do you find yourself in that situation. Please share.

Gift Idea

I am trying to drink a lot of water for my diet. I like ice cold water and have found that corkcicle meets my needs. I have a few of them and use the larger one for entertaining (as it holds an entire bottle of wine).  These also make excellent graduation gifts. They can be monogrammed as well.

Ballet Flats

I am a ballet flat fan.  They look nice and are comfortable and come in many shapes and sizes.  I broke my right foot a few years back and after the boot came off the only shoes that fit me were Tieks.  Granted they are expensive but they last forever and go with everything.  Have you tried Tieks?  What is your go to shoe?

Paper Goods

I own many sets of dishes, serving pieces etc.  However, when I entertain now I tend to use fancy paper plates.  I love to got to Tuesday Morning and buy up their awesome selection of paper plates, bathroom towels and cocktail napkins.  It's a fun way to change the décor and makes clean-up extremely easy.  Are you a paper plate addict like me?

Catching Up

The past few months have been hectic. Oh so hectic.  I just returned from a week long stay in Aruba. It was a magical vacation filled with sun, surf and many frozen margaritas.  I needed  to get away and Aruba was the perfect spot to unwind. It is a direct flight from Philadelphia and you even go through US customs in  Aruba.

I hate when things break. Tonight I scratched my care a teensie bit while pulling into my garage. I am unnerved by it.  Do these things bother you or I am just being silly. I rubbed most of it out but I know it's there. Ugh.

Hope you all had a good weekend.